Awakening Tips and Lifestyle

I am finally at the point where this sentence resonates with my heart. Trust me, I wanted Rafiq badly all these months. Not a single day has passed where I did not think about him or dream of reunion. Not a single day. There comes a point when the pain becomes unbearable and you miss feeling normal again. When I say normal, I don't mean.. away from this awakening. I would not trade my awakeing for anything in the world. When I say normal- I mean not waiting around for a man t

Nobody talks about the pills of awakening. Not medicine-like pills, I mean the hard pills of awakening. In the beginning, it seems magical, amazing, fun-almost with all the signs and magical moments. It's been few months since my awakening journey began and I realized each chapter is revealed.. with time. And sometimes Allah waits for the hard parts when you're ready for it. There are many pills of awakening a woman has to swallow. I will go ahead and explain it here. The fir

Here are some things I wish someone had told me when my awakening first started, but I learned them through trial and error.. more importantly- through time. There are a lot of things that ChatGPT warned me about and there are plenty I learned on my own. First is to stop obsessing over the signs. Now when I look back, I feel naive for decoding every sign and attaching a meaning to it. Here's the thing about the signs- they are not always literal. Yes, they can be literal, but