Allah's Planning: The Impossible Love Story.

This is for the women (and men) that feel their soul stirring for someone whom it shouldn't stir for. Maybe you are in a complicated situation. Maybe you don't understand why you are falling or feeling something for someone who you should be feeling absolutely nothing for.

You're not able to control it.

I am not sure if you have experienced an unveiling (kashf) or not, but its when Allah unveils to you that a specific person is meant to be your spouse.

Whether that is the final truth or not. This experience is still real.

I can speak on this because it happened to me.

I fell in love with my ex-husband's cousin, while being married to my ex-husband at the time.

I went through a major heartbreak after his cousin pulled away from me abruptly due to the impossible and forbidden circumstances.

That's when I started praying tahajjud and isthikhara daily and my spiritual awakening began.

That is when Allah unveiled to me that his cousin is the one I will marry.

The he is the one who I was always destined to marry.

That Allah's plan was in the works for years without me even realizing it.

That my true and final union wasn't with my husband... it was with his cousin.

As crazy as it sounds.

I knew everything my soul was feeling, but it didn't make any sense to me in the real world.

The circumstances looked impossible.

He was my husband's cousin.

He was deeply interwined with the family including my in-laws.

He was married himself. Even though it was a unhappy marriage.

I struggled to understand how a story this messy could be Divine. Why these specific complicated circumstances?

But the impossibility was the point. It taught me that we truly have no idea how deep Allah's planning goes.

His will isn't bound by what society calls 'normal' or what culture labels as 'acceptable.' He moves beyond the limits of human logic.

I learned that whatever Allah decress, it manifects- even when every worldly voice tells you it never could.

This is for the individuals that are stuck with forbidden feelings/emotions or stuck in impossible situations.

This is for the individuals that are receiving signs and unveilings about a specific person.

No.

You are not making it up.

You are not imagining things.

There is a real reason and purpose as to why you are experiencing all of this.

The reason may not always be union in this life.. only Allah knows what the real reason is.

But I am here to say that these stories exist.

They are real.

And Allah is the one directing the play.